wow i lasted 3 years in the last science forum, now im banned from all for insanity

[raaaid]

who knows maybe something in this vein:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BWyTxCsIXE4

i know you think im crazy, even myself i think im crazy

but when i was 33, 4 years ago i was so close to enlightenment:

i could see for periods of five seconds with my peripheral view as with central and had that augmented depth perception

then one night saw an ufo aproaching me, disappeared right above me and next day peed like 40 or 50 times and never after saw again with my peripheral view as with central as those times

edit:

i see earth as a prison in which my perception is dumbed down to the minimum i can live with, in a way im trying to break free