a=a+1, computers know reality can be bent

[raaaid]

" I am sceptical about how honest he really is"

yeah in the end i knew you got a wrong idea of me

i use the forums to tell what i cant tell in real life

fly mind bending

seeing youtube streoscopic

seeing auras

having levitated as a kid

in a way im kind of showing off telling this things but thats not the reason

do you know how unhealthy can be not getting this out of your chest?

but if i do in real life people will think im a schizophrenic

im not just have an odd life and i am slightly delusional

but i dont think my seeing youtube stereoscopic or seeing auras or black hair shine blue is an hallucinataion

but im not sure so i discuss it

man in the future people will read me this will be known as internet prosa

to have the chance to see what a quite normal person REALLY thinks

i just sit here and let my thoughts flow and write as it comes

do you realize that if people dared to share their real thoughts, most would seem insane

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well ive been playing airwar sims for 15 years so thats why i hang around here

[raaaid]

a 30/40 something year old mentally challenged guy who is on meds and lives with his mother, doesn't work for a living , you would have us believe you take counselling from your sister because she is apparently a shrink (this has to break certain codes of medical ethics), you spend an unhealthy amount of time marvelling over a concept the rest of the world can take for granted i.e. the world is 3d and you achieve this by crossing your eyes very slightly

i corrected it for you

[bongodriver]

i use the forums to tell what i cant tell in real life

please explain exactly why you are restricted by real life?

but if i do in real life people will think im a schizophrenic

im not just have an odd life and i am slightly delusional

either way you have me convinced you are a nut job....so whats the difference?

do you realize that if people dared to share their real thoughts, most would seem insane

Do you realise the world is not really a lie and most people are too honest......since when was honesty a sign of madness?

man in the future people will read me this will be known as internet prosa

Narcissism is however an unhealthy trate

to have the chance to see what a quite normal person REALLY thinks

theres an element of oxymoron to this, whats wrong with being yourself in real life and finding out what real people around you think? why does a speciffic group of flight sim enthusiasts qualify as the best representation of normal people?

i just sit here and let my thoughts flow and write as it comes

precisely....and you make the mistake of assuming others really want to hear it (symptom of your evident narcissism)

[bongodriver]

a 30/40 something year old mentally challenged guy who is on meds and lives with his mother, doesn't work for a living because it interferes with your weed smoking and obsessive need for attention from the internet, you would have us believe you take counselling from your sister because she is apparently a shrink (this has to break certain codes of medical ethics), you spend an unhealthy amount of time marvelling over a concept the rest of the world can take for granted i.e. the world is 3d and you achieve this by crossing your eyes and breathing through your mouth.

I re-corrected it for you, because censorship is not really correction.

[raaaid]

then why did you say i was not being authentic if you admit i say what i really think?

so you want to censor my ideas cause theyre stupid and im narcisist?

well if being proud to be as you are is being narcisist i am

and i am worse than any writter that writes thousands of pages on his own personal demons for others read them?

well if youre in an unbreakable plane and hit the ground you hit the floor of the plane and get smashed

now what happens if your sink in a human density fluid and the plane hits the ground but doesnt break?

[raaaid]

and most important if you think im an idiot( a narcisist attention hore)

man do as me if you have nothing nice to say say nothing

no point in insulting and sticking the finger in the eye

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if i write on gravity, in finity, perception i should stop psoting

if you bully without profanation post after post thats not problem

[bongodriver]

then why did you say i was not being authentic if you admit i say what i really think?

Because I think the sinister nature of your need for annonymity is very revealling, on one hand you say you are here being your 'real' self but hiding behind an alias, and admit that you can't be honest in the real world because you are scared of what people really think. either way you are lying to everyone.

so you want to censor my ideas cause theyre stupid and im narcisist?

No I don't want to censor you at all, your posts just annoy the hell out of me and I have chosen to be vocal about it, I could just ignore you........but it's a free world and you are entitled to have your critics as much as your fans.

and i am worse than any writter that writes thousands of pages on his own personal demons for others read them?

Yes, at least these writers got off their asses and published books, their audience is less captive because they choose wether to purchase and read it, I know it is still a choice I can make wether I read your posts or not but there is still a fundamental difference.

well if youre in an unbreakable plane and hit the ground you hit the floor of the plane and get smashed

now what happens if your sink in a human density fluid and the plane hits the ground but doesnt break?

they find your corpse encased in an unbreathable jelly like substance which is also encased in an over engineered aircraft that couldn't fly because it was just too heavy and had to be dropped from a mountain top where it was built because it was too heavy to transport up the mountain.

[bongodriver]

Originally Posted by raaaid

and most important if you think im an idiot( a narcisist attention hore)

man do as me if you have nothing nice to say say nothing

no point in insulting and sticking the finger in the eye

edit:

if i write on gravity, in finity, perception i should stop psoting

if you bully without profanation post after post thats not problem

Whats up raaaid? where exactly am I being nasty, I am not calling you any names, nor am I inviting you to make any in person meetings, you want to expose your feelings on the internet so at least be prepared to find that not everyone appreciates your input (the rest of us have to cope with it)

[raaaid]

well so what should i do so you stop nagging?

[bongodriver]

Originally Posted by raaaid

well so what should i do so you stop nagging?

I'm not sure.......possibly nothing, I have a feeling you won't change, therefore I may or may not continue voicing my displeasure, ultimately I think I will stop nagging you and just leave you alone in time, god knows I have already been told how relentless you are and it's just not worth it, this is by members from your beloved ubizoo.

so don't worry raaaid, I'm sure you will have peace in the end and your endless verbalising will go unhindered.....but then again maybe I will make it my mission be your nemesis.......who can tell?.....welcome to the internet.

just for some perspective...I am not completely unique in my feelings on your posts.....I just happen to be alone in voicing it to this level.