i dont know what to make of my future: sailor, bike mecahnic ot english teacher

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after 18 years in a rwo in college most probably this year im having a degree in english filology and another in nautic engineering

i could now:

sail:

which is good for id have a lot of free times to go on the research of my interest like perception or patterns in chaos

also i could wacth nice stars at night that was the reason why i did it

but im not sure my madness allows me for that, i could have a nervous brerakdown on board which would be pretty bad

i could teach english and work four or five hours a day

or i could become a bike mecahnic and buy a bike myself, but that scares me for once i destroyed my leg in a bike accident

what i really would like to do is go on with my hobbies:

build an stable inverted pendulum, find ordo abchaos, boost my aura seeing and stereoscopic perception to achieve enlightenement

well i could always claim myself crazy and ask for a wage from the state, but well i know im not crazy im just eccentric

so what could i do with this two universities degrees not minding money but time for myself?