I never looked at it like that, but to be honest the Hyde in me is a nasty piece of work, manipulative and much more, could have got beaten to a pulp the other day just for losing it in the street, happens alot.
Anyway, there's alot more to my situation than Hyde, if it was only him then I might be able to cope better, but I don't want to bore you to tears here about this, but I understand what you mean
If only I knew someone yes, but I do not have any friends, hardly surprising that really, considering the fact that people don't want to be friends with a nutter, or Psycho jobby, still their loss lol not lol
I will have to see if I can get to the shop tomorrow and pray they have it for me.
One can but dream
Jekyll and Hyde